Saturday, August 19, 2023

rant. ignore.

when will this pain end? 

m's death triggered a few things and brought back the thoughts i had buried deep down my melancholic heart. i know it's not m's fault and am not blaming him. it's just that am not feeling well, emotionally. the chaos that has made a home in my mind has now begun to bruise me and i don't know what to do with it. why am i hurting so much? 

when will this pain end?



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