Why am I always surrounded by people who yap like the world is ending in the next second and are always high on life? I'm not averse to humour; in fact, I like it, dark humour especially. But sometimes I wonder where people get that kind of energy to speak so much and listen so surprisingly little that I would be thrilled to find someone who actually listens after asking any question. I mean, it amazes me to see how much people can yap. Half of the time, they don't contribute anything substantial to the conversation.
My work, in general, suffers because I'm surrounded by ten thousand yappers and the amount of decibels my ears are assaulted with. I get so overwhelmed that my brain just shuts down and works on autopilot. I wish I could just teleport to a different city or country where people and operations are generally quiet and not fuck with the minds of introverts like me who are sensitive to noise.
N is thankfully someone who does. I always thank my stars, but when he expects me to talk to him after reaching home, my already battered mind struggles to talk to him. Facing these things sucks the life out of me sometimes. And it's not like I don't get judged for this. If only I could just lose my hearing now. It's alright even if it turns fatal. I really don't care.
I SIMPLY WANT PEOPLE TO STOP YAPPING ALL THE FUCKING TIME. ALL THE FUCKING TIME. I WANT THE OVERALL NOISE TO GO AWAY. IT'S FUCKING WITH MY MIND SO MUCH I CAN'T THINK STRAIGHT AT TIMES. I WANT PEOPLE TO LISTEN TO EACH OTHER MORE.
Sorry for this outrage. I really wish we had the tech to mute people's yapping while they are talking. Just so I can't hear anything. Why am I getting so sensitive to noise? I need serious help.
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