Thursday, April 9, 2026

going mental

Still feeling horrible after yesterday's mental breakdown. Not only did I textually break down here, but I was also horrible to N yesterday. I would like to retain my previous post as it is. It's evidence of my unhinged behaviour, and of how I'm losing my mind, and that N is not to be blamed for anything that happens to me in case I finally decide to kill myself. I'm solely responsible for my unhinged actions.
I wanted to go cycling in the morning. Couldn't. I had woken up at 5, and I could have. But I slept. I think if I go cycling, maybe my mood will improve. Dunno. Or, is there any cure at all for someone who is gradually going mental? 
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