unsafe

It's funny how you feel unsafe 

in your own company

like, you're always afraid 

that you'll harm yourself

when left alone

your heart races so fast

as if it's desperate 

to chase death

your body aches 

your mind is lit on fire

sure to disintegrate 

with the slightest blow of 

your haunting memories

anxiety attacks you 

when you're all alone

and unarmed

leaves you gasping for breath 

and wanting self-harm

clueless, dizzy, and exhausted

when I survive this the next day

I pull myself together

and write such clichés 😜