That's how I'm feeling right now with everyone. Like, I can see their human side, and I can't help feeling disappointed in them. Why do I expect things from those who are incapable of being their true self and talk to you without any agenda? I never learn.
The only life advice I think I ever got from my father was: Never expect anything from anyone. Never.
That's it. Depressingly simple and straight, yet so difficult to follow. No matter how hard you try, you usually end up expecting things from people. Imagine how free you would feel if you actually followed this.
People, including your family, friends, colleagues, people you think you are friends with, and everyone disappoints you at some time in life. It's like I have started being suspicious of every action one takes, and it's exhausting. You just have to live with it. It hurts like a madafaking splinter in your legs that can't be removed. Anyway. That's life. I think I need to deal with it or die.
