Sunday, April 25, 2021

hey, you...

now and then, strolling by the sea, I write my deepest pain on a tiny piece of paper... 

I tuck it in a bottle and throw it in the direction of the vast oblivion in front of me hoping that it never returns...  

often I see that the bottle gets washed ashore with the paper now drenched and the bottle now crushed... even the sea doesn't seem to like it.

I don't know where to put all of that pain... 

your eyes saw through my pain once... and they spoke to me. 

at least, I thought they did. 

hey, I don't want them to look at me only for my pain. 

would they look at me when I smile thinking about you? 

would they look at me when I so badly want them to?

if I send this post tucked in a bottle, would it reach you?  

in case it does, will you talk to me?

love,

  s     


 

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